Louise's Story

Read Lousie's story of her beautiful experince at Freedom & Fire & how Jesus set her free from childhood trauma ...........

Well what a remarkable day that was when my husband and I came to Freedom & Fire. How our lives can change in a few hours with prayer!

I was walking on air the first week or so just at the fact that the Lord knew what was troubling me and loved me enough to bring it to the surface with people I could trust. He then delivered me from  those horrible demons, some that had been there from childhood. I knew I would never be the same. He had touched me!

I had received some deliverance in my first few years as a Christian and  there had been a lot of very nasty stuff then too,  but it was usually  a single demon told to go. I think the way Freedom & Fire runs these sessions means its  more thorough, goes deeper and accomplishes more. 

The leaders discernment really helped  the process, and  I very much liked the way they continuously  prayed positively about me and affirmed often who I was in God. Although there was some noise and physical manifestations, it was all worked through by the team in a very gentle, loving and controlled way. I felt loved, accepted and safe through the whole thing. 

I felt joyful, blessed and very free after leaving that session. One of the things I really liked about it was how both the team members didn't rush the process at all. I did feel a bit stressed that I was taking more of their time than I should have, so it was good to get told it was ok and others sessions often took longer. 

Also the other thing I really like was the flexibility in the process to share what was happening and add things. So even though in one sense it was  very structured, there was space for me to say, I think God wants me to ask for forgiveness for this... out of the programmes structure.   There was no rigidity. I am so glad of that as He lead me to ask forgiveness for something I had done to another person when i was 18 and oh the relief when I did. I felt this most incredible flood of love through me at the time and my whole being relaxed. .   

Having communion was great.  Something rather special happened when we started to have it, as I felt God's presence His closeness  so  powerfully it took my breath away. He was here!  

One of the demons that came out that day, which I believe had been there since childhood, was condemnation (linked with self hatred). I could so relate to having that over my life for such a long time. 

What a relief to be free from that after decades and being free from it enabled me to manage the next big  life's upset that came along  in a much better way.

About a week after the session I received some rather dreadful, shocking news. I can say without doubt that having that day of prayer ministry with Freedom & Fire has helped me manage my emotional and spiritual responses in  a way I could not have done before.   

I feel clean, and good and am walking in a deeper knowing of God's love.   I am also very  appreciative of the prayers and information I was given at the end of the session.  I have twice effectively used the prayer for self deliverance . 

As to my physical health, well its good so far, I have stabllised, am managing to do more exercises and cut down my pain medication so watch this space!. 

I have already used some of what I learnt that day in praying for others  and feel more confident in my prayer ministry.  Learning about how demons link together in "groups" and try to hide that way was helpful along with other things. 

To sum up  my day at Freedom & Fire, organised and empowered by our Lord and faithfully carried out by his faithful, steadfast daughters was very special and I'm eternally grateful. Thank You Jesus, and thank you Freedom and Fire.  God's blessings upon you all.