Grace's story

Read Grace's story about how God gently set her free from childhood bondage and trauma.....

I had been sensing perhaps the Lord was wanting to open up where fear and condemnation had had a deep root in my heart through very early childhood trauma that had caused timidity and anxiety about being accepted and loved by God.

I could feel a gentle sweet anointing of the Lord the whole time the prayer team and I were talking, answering questions about what had happened in my background, who I needed to forgive and what I needed to repent of.

As we were praying, I got a simple picture of Jesus in a painter's overalls in a room in my heart going around the room as the person ministering prayed, painting the walls white. His quiet confident presence was helpful to see, along with a sense that His very presence was causing darkness to quietly, depart, they didn't want to be in the same room as Him. I am very grateful for the prayer team's thoroughness, such a picture of God’s loving care and the worth He sees in us all. Afterwards, I came home and went straight to bed as I felt like I was coming out of being under anesthetic, and I was still semi sedated. It was such a warm restful feeling, like being in a cocoon of peace and protection and warmth. I had a buzzing in my ears too like there was work going on in there and I'm sure my hearing is about two thirds better! I'm aware now of a lot more solidness of the real me united to Christ and fresh depth and clarity in the revelation of the freedom He won for me. I know there is greater confidence and faith in Him and more authority and boldness.. yippee!! Today I can say that my freedom, my belonging and the feeling of security has just kept growing and I don't have any of the fear of abandonment or being ostracised that I used to quietly live with, even after having received so much ministry over the years. It truly is a wonderful breakthrough. We also prayed over any remaining bondage that had come from the previous generations' involvement with Freemasonry. I'm excited knowing that the inhibitors over my children and grandchildren have gone too!!! and I'm believing in a fresh move toward God for those of them who have struggled to maintain their relationship with Him. So grateful to the person ministering for being willing to listen to God and obey Him in what He has called you to.